I'm t0rn into million of pieces (0r more than dat)..just br0ke..
Did i make the right decision by leavin him? He makes me feel s0 worthless and useless in this r'ship. I'm s0o breathless now.
I do n0t regret by the move dat i made. It's true..it was MY choice. But y0u were the one who caused this pain in me.. It's ALWAYS been my faults. Each time i says sorry, it was s0o hard for u to accept it. But when i asked a simple apol0gy from u.. There is dis like a HUGE ego inside of u. Maybe if i could hear the word 'sorry' from u, things would be more simpler.
I kn0w i'm not PERFECT in your eyes. I always do & say things wr0ngly at the wrong time. I tried t0 change myself to make u happy. I gave everything to u. But what did i get? You used to show me dat u appreciates me but n0w..
Perhaps if u c0uld find a smarter girl to be with u.. I think u would be much happier.
I do not blame you. It's not ur fault. It's all my fault.
Maybe it's true that I'm not g0od enough for u.
Yest..I have lost m0st of my motivation. Dat's y I didn't attend assembly and was late for class.
And today.. My motivation is c0mpletely GONE.
